I need to explain.
I have been rather absent.
I have always been taught to be transparent and not to hide stuff, not to act all "Hard" or tough. So here I go......My entire world was flipped over and I am now trying to pick up the pieces that remain. Chris, (BlueProbeGT) has been around to help me out. Thanks Chris. Your a great freind. Any of you who went to the Charlotte Auto Show could tell I was down and out. I appreciate the encouraging words you gave me. Brian, thank you for driving my depressed tail home. I am sorry you had to see that. That traffic jamb really broke me in half.
It relates to a VERY particular female to whom I love dearly. I wont go into great detail, but she used to want to have a relationship with me, she moved on then I saw what I had in front of me....right under my nose, after it was too late. I am still trying to figure out what to do, what to say, what not to say and how to not say it. You get the picture.
Chris came by the pad Sun night and gave me some very good words to digest. Essentially he saw something that I did not and its been very helpful. Anyhow I am back on feet again and still figuring stuff out.
Thats why you haven't seen or heard from me in the last month or so. I have been absent.